dedicated to my heroes on the other side; may they each live a thousand lives
lyrics
play it like i'm fated from the start
i can't get too close to you
without losing my heart
when the day comes that i depart
i hope you remember
we're all fragile works of art
(x2)
all my heroes die
they're all stars in the sky
i feel demons in my eye
every night, every time uh
hear them in my mind
out of time
no punchline
pistol at my side
eagle eyed
never confide
*verse*
focused on my fits
in the strobes
i'm ian curtis
head feels like a brick
notting hull
jimi hendrix
summertime got so sick
asked kurt c what he did
eyes wide and his head split
"found the nearest exit"
i can't let my mom die
almost took myself too
heroes aged past 25 (two-five)
i'm older than some of you
when i sleep at night
dream of the 27 club
every time we meet
say they wish they got to grow up
how can they be loved
devil's date, then not show up
found the other day
hanged himself from his soapbox
mcqueen on my screen
when he screams i get locked out
mental is a compound
up so i can't shut down
hair up on my neck pricks
i feel spirits effortless
hangmen tie their own knots
judas' tree on my thoughts
cut my hair like peep
that spring i felt his energy
terrence malick's hero
but his psyche was the enemy
i feel like a weapon
i can't let my loved ones know me
geriatrics hold me
suicide by police
had to use effects
i'm sorry
for the disconnect
made it hard to hear
all this pain
mental defect
chains feeling heavy like a gallon on my chest now
feel it bubble in my blood like i should lay to rest now
virgil got a padlock on my wrist
going nuts
god i'm in my twenties
please let me grow up
love to my family
hold it down
i'm alright now
i'll go take a walk
count my breaths
make it right now
love to my brother matt
know he'd always come through
pray i never have to
but you know i'd kill for you
play it like i'm fated from the start,
i can't get too close to you
without losing my heart
when the day comes that i depart
i hope you remember
we're all fragile works of art
(x2)
credits
from OUTSIDER ART,
released June 24, 2022
produced, written, performed, recorded & mixed by glass eater
mastered by enyang urbiks
cover by trikkboi + glass eater
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